Haunted Lately work has been getting to me. The images have been lingering in my mind longer than they should. Whatever defense mechanism I had to keep my home/work life separated has somehow been lost. I'm mired in the muck of the worst things in life.

Human beings are incredibly cruel and/or stupid.
I wish I could change things, but am totally powerless.

Not only that, but a thought that often enters my mind is, if this person knew this was their last day on this earth, would they have lived it differently?
Shouldn't we always be living life like it's our last day, because we never know when it will be?
If that is so, then my days have been seriously inadequate.

Boy, aren't YOU glad you stopped my my blog today. haha.

In other news, I am on a new diet where I only eat "whole foods" for two meals a day then can eat whatever I want for my third meal. I felt slimmer within days. Imagine all the calories I'm cutting out by not having three heavy meals a day! Plus no soda, etc. Basically, I'm just trying to cut the amount of calories coming in. Though of course, in true "me" fashion, I have cheated a few times. The first day I ate non-stop because I couldn't imagine that fruit alone could fill me up. But by the fourth day, a nectarine for breakfast was sufficient. Too bad I'll never know how much I lost because I was too afraid to weigh myself for the "before" weight. It's surely the highest I have ever been non-pregnant. People were starting to ask if I was pregnant again.
ack.
Like I said, people are incredibly cruel. haha, just kidding.  ¶ 8:19 AM